Alright , i've been very listless for quite some time?
I guess i shall just turn God and seek help.
Oh wells , i did it today!
God gave me the courage to stand up during prayer. My heart was thumping so vigorously.
Oh man.. but its lasted for a minute and Pastor prayed for me.
I finally understand the verse , "We live by faith , not by sight."
God touched my heart.. tears accumulated in my eyes. :D
Just like what Jolene said , Just keep trusting God.
You won't know when God will work!:D